30 January 2020

pull

Some things I made / ate in January:


The first roast veg salad I've made in a loooong time. I think I overdid it with roasted veg one year and got so tired of it. I also don't think I'm particularly good at roasting veg, it never turned out spectacular in terms of texture :( This salad was also just alright: a cumin, coriander and lemon dressing with spelt, roasted zucchini, roasted pepper, roasted potato and sweet potato, and some massaged kale.



Stir fried rice cakes...in which I learned the trick is actually not the stir fry the rice cakes itself. I stir fried the veggies together in advance, and also kept the rice cakes soaked in the fridge so they just needed a wee bit of heat to soften up. For each meal, I would mix the seasoning with some water and briefly boil the soaked rice cakes with the seasoning water in the frying pan (goal is to have all the water evaporate off) and then stir fry together with the veggies.



One more daal with the last of the suspiciously dirty Sobeys red lentils. Chard is a good veg to add into daal in terms of texture.

Not pictured is the escarole I bought along with the chard when it was on sale (?!) at Metro. It's hands down my favourite leafy veg to eat in a dish by itself. It's like a cross between iceberg lettuce and napa cabbage, the cooked texture has soft leaves yet crisp stems. The warm escarole salad is the only reason why I would go to Gusto101.



Calzone at Hey Lucy with Tien, who has been craving calzones for many many months. The dough is amazingly soft, but the filling was only alright.


Tacos with Alex, also the most effort I've put in for a food photo while eating out for a while. The tacos themselves are tasty, and not super heavy unlike other places. However I can't forgive this place for not doubling up on the tortilla as its impossible to pick up the saucier taco.

28 January 2020

cade

Some more first impressions of perfume samples, including a first from Jo Malone:

Gucci memoire d'une odeur
I was thinking in my head that the opening has some similarities with my beloved Hana-no-hatsu, but before I could even finish that thought, the scent turned super plastic-y, wahhh D: Plastic like play doh, which I’ve gotten the same impression from other scents before, so it must be some common enough note that I’m wrongly associating but nevertheless super unpleasant to me. I still get whiffs of the sweet-ish floral opening (what I think osmanthus smells like), but it inevitably turns play doh-y at the end of the same breath. Based on this fragrance’s very long description on Fragrantica, I’m going to guess what I think is osmanthus is actually the “indian coral jasmine print”, and what I perceive as play doh is bitter almond? I’m not sure whether I don’t perceive the chamomile or just don’t recognize it. As it develops, the play doh note becomes less and less prominent, but the rest of the scent stays the same. I don’t get a mineral impression at all. Overall feeling pretty meh about this.

Jo Malone wild bluebells
Sweet, watery, floral. It may sound like something I don’t like, or at least care for, but this is really hard not to like. It’s very approachable, inviting, sweet as in the character trait. I don’t imagine a young girl wearing this, but rather a grown women that retains her jubilant childish character. The kind that hosts garden parties, or perhaps the cuter side of mori-kei. It also smells pretty similar to other…scents, which is slightly ironic because I fail to name any specifics. Maybe it’s the mix of the transparent floral (oh boy do I understand what transparent means now) and the fresh / greener note? Also the dose of white musks in the base is quite common. Christine Nigel is the nose behind this, and although Jean-Claude Ellena is known for his water-colour style at Hermes, and watercolour-y is exactly how I would describe this scent. This doesn’t change much at all throughout the 4-5 hours that it lasted on my skin. Overall will be using up the sample, but not interested enough in a full bottle. Jo Malone is also quite expensive for a cologne concentration -_-

Jo Malone black cedarwood
I was not expecting a creamy yet fresh floral opening, it is quite nice. I somehow also get a slight incense impression, perhaps from a woody and powdery feeling? It reminds me a little bit of Amouage Fate Women without all of the spices. Actually, upon comparison, this is more woody. The wood gains more prominence as time goes on. I have a hard time believing this is the black cedar wood & juniper scent, since every review points to the spices and yet I detect absolutely none. But there's no other fragrance in the brand's offering that has black cedar in its name...time to visit a counter and try a tester out. I do actually like this enough to contemplate a full bottle, but only at the discounters. 

26 January 2020

snap

More loot from Rui, Ippodo kuki sencha:


I actually like this more than regular sencha, in comparison, there is thicker body and makes for a more satisfying drink. It does require more finesse when pouring, since the stems float on the top and is prone to escaping into the cup. Overall would buy again whenever I order from Ippodo again (maybe in Autumn for their seasonal matcha).

24 January 2020

huile

Some abstract-ish morning light



22 January 2020

library

Had to do yet another personality assessment for work, this one ended with a free form question to describe yourself. I answered:

  • INTJ in Mysers-Brigg, pretty accurate
  • Imposes expectations on others as I do on myself
  • Prefers not to consult others opinion until I decide on a position
  • Enjoys developing deep knowledge on a subject
  • Feels satisfied from planning and organizing
  • Creative and imaginative
  • Generally pragmatic but intensely sentimental about certain things
  • Values trust, awareness, compassion, and (don't recall the last item I put)
It was a struggle to answer and gave me traumatic flashbacks to writing personal statements for grad school application. 


20 January 2020

50 Philosophy Ideas

This is my first book report to Rui & Ben:

Overall the book is easy to digest (I asked for an intro book on philosophy where I didn't need to look up terms) and broad in exposure (but then again I don't know what I don't know). Perhaps essential in a person's general education?

The following quotations stood out to me:
According to Hume’s own account of moral action, all humans are naturally moved by a ‘moral sense’ or ‘sympathy’, which is essentially a capacity to share the feelings of happiness or misery of others; and it is this sentiment, rather than reason, that provided the motive for our moral actions. Reason is essential in understanding the consequences of our actions and in rationally planning how to achieve our moral aims, but it is itself inert and unable to prove any impetus to action.
The section on moral luck is very interesting but a little too long to summarize (“the condensed idea” is “does fortune favour the good?”)


On virtue ethics, the approach does appeal to me especially after reading all the tangles in morality:
“...being a good person and knowing right from wrong is not primarily a matter of understanding and applying certain moral rules and principles. Rather, it is a question of being or becoming the kind of person who, by acquiring wisdom through proper practice and training, will habitually behave in appropriate ways in the appropriate circumstances.

This approach is totally news to me and also appeals to me for similar reasons of elegance:
Bertrand Russell’s theory of descriptions [...] was founded on the belief that painstaking analysis of language and its underlying logic is the surest route - perhaps the only route - to knowledge of the world that can be described using language.

The clearest explanation of modern art I've ever read (tho not that I read about such subject):
The idea of art as representation and it’s close association with beauty held sway well into the modern period. In reaction to this, a number of 20th-century thinkers proposed a “formalist” approach to art, in which line, color and other formal qualities were regarded as paramount and all other considerations, including representational aspects, were downplayed or excluded. This form was elevated over content, paving the way for the abstractionism that came to play a more dominant role in Western art. In another influential departure from representation, expressionism renounced anything resembling close observation of the external world in favour of exaggeration and distortion, usually bold unnatural colors to express the inner feelings of the artist. Instinctive and consciously non-naturalistic, such expressions of the artists subjective emotions and experience were regarded as the hallmark of true works of art.

On Ludwig Wottgenstein’s concept of “family resemblance”: 
In short, there is no hidden depth or essential meaning: our understanding of the word is no more or less than our capacity to use it appropriately in a wide range of contexts.

18 January 2020

lady

Diptyque Eau Capitale
So I was super excited to sniff this because it was labeled a chypre. Actually I tunnel visioned so hard on it being a chypre that I didn’t remember the note at all. Hence I didn’t know it was going to be rose heavy. Now I feel very let down due to no fault of the perfume. Actually perhaps a little fault since how can a bergamot / rose / patchouli be called a chypre??? (ok upon further reading, this is what the "modern" formula for chypres has turned into). I would describe this as a very jammy rose, and is quite similar to Parterre’s A Tribute to Edith from my memory. It again confirmed that jammy roses are unwearable for me. It’s too intense 😭 this scent does lighten up in texture as it develops. After an hour, the patchouli appears! It’s a very aromatic patchouli, but with some earthy aspects retained. But what do I know, I haven’t smelled any patchouli centric perfumes to know it’s (various) scents. But based on what I’m smelling here, I think I am a patchouli fan! The rose occasionally weaves in and out of the patchouli, this is definitely the best part of this perfume.

The rose is actually not as intense when worn on the skin, much to my relief. But it also weirdly doesn't project as much. I can clearly smell the tester strip when placed about a meter away, but pretty much can't smell it at all when sprayed on the back of my neck. 

Overall, this kicked off a search for floral x clean patchouli fragrances (while avoiding rose, this is a herculean challenge). Stay tuned!

...

Shorter thoughts on some that I sniffed for more data points:

Lancôme Idole
Feeling pretty ambivalent towards this one, the opening is fruity (green apple?) then floral. I see the mass appeal of fruity florals, and I don’t dislike the scents, but it’s definitely not my thing. Unfortunately this turns back to fruity after an hour and stays that way.

Miss Dior Rose n Rose
I got another sample of this since I lost the previous ribbon. The opening smells fresh, and the scent retains the freshness feeling even when the florals appear. Something like a sparkling lemonade with rose syrup, but the drink is stratified with the syrup on the bottom. The scent isn’t actually syrup-y or sweet though. The rose is definitely a fresh rose, like a handful of fluffy petals. Wish I’d gotten a sample vial of this to compare with my other fresh roses. Wait, maybe not entirely fresh. An hour in, the rose turns quite powdery, but still with a green edge that’s in fresh roses. I also caught a whiff of what I swear is specifically Bulgarian rose (thanks for the lovely lady that let me smell her 100% Bulgarian rose oil at an event).

YSL Libre
Hmm so I don’t get a strong impression of the lavender, or even vanilla, that this perfume is all about. Most of what I detect is a floral mix, but there’s a strange artificial quality to it. It feels like a 8-bit pixel image equivalent in smell to like 1080HD. I do get the fougere characteristic of it, and feel it is quite masculine. Wait, I take back the 8-bit comment, because a gorgeous white floral note came up about an hour in that smells wonderful and not at all artificial (despite it being more likely a synthesized molecule than one extracted from real flowers). I faintly detect some woody notes within the white flowers, perhaps the cedar? After the strong entrance of the white florals, the artificial feel came back. I think it's actually the lavender that's giving me this impression, which is strange since I'm usually a fan of lavender. The vanilla did appear in the dry down.

Georgio Armani Si Passion
Another fruity floral (red berries and roses I believe). The rose is not especially prominent to me, seems more like watery florals, carrying a strong berry quality. Again not my taste but it is pleasant. The berries stay throughout the dry down. 

16 January 2020

steady

^ theme of 2020, which took me a very long time to come up with.

To use slightly more words, it's a slow process moving towards goals that I've already set.

14 January 2020

commission

Hurray for getting past the winter solstice, it is now actually light out when I wake up!


Snapped this while microwaving breakfast. It was the coldest day in the recent weeks (-10C) and maybe all the extra smoke is the building's boilers working extra hard?

I also mistakingly took a photo with my phone first, when the light was more golden. So I edited my camera photo to reflect the conditions of when I took the phone photo...then had a hard time deciding how I wanted to edit the phone version.


Higher or lower contrast? Warm or cool toned??

12 January 2020

pink

Weekend fun

...and not so fun of studying for the PPE. I really do not miss exams at all. 

PS. The salesperson was so excited when I asked for Diptyque's eau capitale. She was like "omg you're the first customer to ask for it" (awwweeee) and promptly gave me a sample to take home too. Was a nice encounter in contrast to some others. 

10 January 2020

august

In the spirit of my intention to sample perfumes in store, I dropped by The Bay (because I couldn't find how to get to Holts underground opps) before meeting And for dinner last week. The other big opps is that I got two test strips (ribbons actually) for Miss Dior EDP and the new Miss Dior rose n rose, and promptly lost them right after leaving the store. I did enjoy both of their scent, but I just love my Arquiste floral so much that I don't see myself using any other floral at a reasonable frequency that merits a purchase. Perhaps I’ll pick up a tiny bottle from Sephora with my points? But I also have a ton or sample vials of florals.

The main dish is 3 variants of Chanel N19, but the appetizer is Guerlain's Mitsouko EDT. I wanted to smell the EDT, EDP and parfum side by side, but the Guerlain counter only had the EDT (and it wasn't even out for display!)

Guerlain Mitsouko EDT
Still don’t get a sparkling bergamots opening, but I do get a strong sweetness (but like toasted sugar) about 5min in. It transitions into the mossy base that I like soon after, but the mossy isn’t as strong as the EDP iirc. There is a soapiness and slight powdery-ness to the moss tho, but I’m not sure if that’s just how oakmoss (more so whatever the synthetic replacement of the real thing used here) smells. Few hours in and there’s not too much change, but I did feel there was a subtle floral note that appeared within the moss. I was actually surprised that the perfume changed into the moss so quickly, where did all the florals go?

Chanel N19 EDT
This ones beginning is true grassy green. Reminds me very much of lush’s grass shower gel. It also fades into white florals faster, at about 5min in, there is barely any greeness left. Few hours later, it is still floral but slightly creamer now, rather than the lighter florals from before. I’m not sure how much of Chanel’s signature aldehydes is in this formula, but I think I get that texture with the florals here? Next day, the dry down smells slightly musky it’s woody, like a branch where the flowers have fallen.

Chanel N19 Poudre EDP
True to this flankers name, the opening is unlike the original EDP or EDT, I don’t perceive green as the dominate opening note, but rather the powdery floral. There is pretty much no change after 5min. Few hours later, there is much clean musk and bits of the powdery floral left. Since I’m not into musks at all, this is overall an unimpressive fragrance. But! Next day, the dry down smells a bit mossy? That makes an immediate opening and final dry down that I like, but don’t care for the rest of the progression.

Chanel N19 EDP
Yes this is very green. The very opening is grassy, but I think the green is more like leaves. About 5mins later there is some floral creeping in the background, but still predominately leaves. The floral is a bit sweeter than the EDT. 10mins later the sweetness becomes the central note, maybe it’s more accurate to describe it as a light floral syrup? Something that has density and viscosity, rather than a breeze of air carrying the smell of flowers. A few hours later, it’s still the floral accord but less sweet. I’m happy that there isn’t a woody base, at least not yet. Next day, the dry down smells quite powdery but still floral.

I placed these cards near my bed before sleeping, and realized that I might be smelling these wrong the whole time. Since I’m pretty bad at distinguishing smells (Ang can attest to that), I always smell super closely. But having the sample cards at a distance, the overall smell is much more pleasant and it becomes something I actually want to wear.

08 January 2020

zone

Although it really sucks that daylight is incredibly short during winter, the silver lining is that I can often forgo sunscreen when heading out for dinner. A few new and old places that I've ate out at:

 Wvrst at Union Station, because huge conferences do not feed its attendees -_-

 Catching up with And at the cutest Cafe Bora, definitely revisiting and getting the bingsu for myself

Blaze Pizza is photogenic (and good value) as ever, plus some Hui Lau Shan at it's first Toronto location. I do fondly recall going to it in HK for the first time after dying in the heat.

06 January 2020

bounce

Onto the next hobby, the one that I probably spent the most time and money on in 2019, perfumes. After about 10ish months of being into perfume, I realized that like every other aesthetic subject, there are smells that I like and smells that I want on myself, and they sometimes often are not the same smell.

So here's some revisions on the first post of my fragrance preferences:

Do not like:
  • Citruses (ambivalent)
  • Iris (can't seem to find one that doesn't have a prominent amber accord)
  • Leather
  • Amber and resins
  • Sweet and gourmands in general 
  • Musks
  • Vanilla and a lesser extent tonka 
  • Spice
Like the smell but don't really wear:
  • Vetiver
  • Roses
  • Woods
  • Tea
  • Incense 
Like & will wear:
  • Aromatic/herbal, especially petit grain 
  • Floral mix, especially chypres. Chypres are my jam. 
There's some exceptions to the above, such as being ok with vanilla and musks if they're well blended in a formula. I'm also starting to think that I'm not super sensitive to amber and resin notes if they're not a dominate accord, which is a huge relief since it's very difficult to completely avoid the note. The biggest exception that encompasses all of the exceptions is how much I love Amouage's Fate Women. It's got a whole bunch of notes that I dislike, but the whole composition is divine.

For 2020, I want to gain more "field experience" by going to stores and smelling more scents. It's not a terribly enjoyable experience since the quality of salespeople differ, but I really don't want to accumulate more samples of things that I end up disliking or feel ambivalent about. Also hoping to drag more of my friends into this hobby :D 

04 January 2020

2020 clothing

Alrighty, let's tackle the low hanging fruit of 2020 clothing next.

Looking back on the limit I set for myself in 2019 of 10 total new pieces:

  1. Everlane double strap block heel sandals - $155
  2. Teva original universal sandals - $45
  3. Arie tie front tube top  - $21
  4. Uniqlo mickey strip tee - $20 (I think)
  5. Leopard scarf - don't recall price, maybe like 60RMB from Taobao
  6. Wilfred jallad trousers  - $60
  7. Acne jensen boots - $280
  8. Yumi Kim dress - $107
  9. Skye jacqueline dress - $154
  10. Skye essie dress - $130
  11. Skye kia knot top - $90

Total purchase cost: $1072

I did exceed it by one and that's ok. I'll subtract one from my 2020 limit to make up for that. Two of my 2019 purchases were impulse purchases, and it was definitely a mistake to not leave some allowance for that. I evidently did not learn from this mistake and planned my 2020 with no such allowance ðŸ˜… On the other hand, I did put in a two item allowance for my trip back to China, namely for JNBY and the taobao shops that I like.

So from my original intention of 8 items for 2020, minus 1 to accommodate 2019 and minus 2 for china, leaves me 5 "planned" items of:
  1. EVERLANE rewool coat - not that I need more coats but that collar & double breasted design *u* This is contingent on me visiting an Everlane store in person, somehow.
  2. MUJI merino mock neck sweater - I'm also super hesitant to buy a new sweater since practically I'll need to get rid of a sweater as my current rotation is more than enough. 
  3. Tapered wool pants for winter - slightly roomier fit so I can wear tights underneath for winter
  4. Loafer: meguire or meermin
  5. Something from Skye since I have store credit 


02 January 2020

2020 reading list

I haven't had time to contempt any new years resolutions yet, aside from making my clothing checklist, but here's my reading list for 2020!

First batch of reading material is loaned from Rui & Ben

Followed by some books that's been on my reading list forever, and then others from an evening of googling the best books of the 2010 decade:
  1. Tattoos on the heart - Gregory Boyle 
  2. Eastern wisdom, modern life - Alan Watts 
  3. Foodie’s Guide to Capitalism - Eric Holt Gimenez 
  4. The Art of Eating - MFK Fisher 
  5. How to cook a wolf - MFK Fisher 
  6. Want Not - Jonanthan Miles 
  7. You Know You Want This by Kristen Roupenian review 
  8. Religion for Atheists - Alain de Botton 
  9. The Girls of Slender Means - Muriel Spark 
  10. More Than This - Patrick Ness 
  11. The Refusal of Work - David Frayne 
  12. Cities That Think like Planets - Marina Alberti 
  13. Dept. of Speculation - Jenny Offill 
  14. My Year of Rest and Relaxation - Ottessa Moshfegh