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As Kurt Vonnegut's Uncle Alex says, "if this isn't nice, what is?"
This is today's entry to in an attempt to exercise happiness daily.

mix

I've been meaning to post pictures of roasted vegetables for a long time, but they're not very photogenic (probably cause I've got non-existent natural lighting thanks to North facing window). They constitute a large portion of my meals when solo cooking.

This time I made a sorta fancy salad out of them:

Though there's leftovers and my mom's awesome dried meat in there, so the roasted veggies (sweet potato, kale, zucchini) can't take all of the credit for tasting so good. Also tried Israeli couscous for the first time and they're so much better than rice/pasta (in a salad)! It's chewier and has a hint of nuttiness to it. 

ogura

The Ogura is a machine that bends rebars. I don't like the machine, and I'm fairly confident that the machine doesn't like anyone using it either. It will bend the same rebar set at the same angle widely different amount at times. It makes forming stir-ups difficult :(

That is my rant for the first week of work.

Otherwise it's really tiring, but in a satisfying way. Currently doing lab work, which also translations into manual labour. All the test specimen requires building, which requires formwork and rebars to be built. Rebars are heavy. But on the positive note, it's like getting paid to work out.

Learning quite a bit from doing lab work. Namely the importance of tolerances and how everything we've done in coursework is so so far away from reality. Fixed ends aren't really fixed. Sigfigs become super important as you're lucky to get it within 10mm of the dimension. And no one will actually construct it like your drawing.

2w

Well this is surprising, actually did the same mark-wise this semester as the first. Thank the curve.

• Civil engineering materials: 85, durr thought I did better
• Structural analysis: 94, pretty good considering how I messed up the first midterm
• Graphics: 88, as expected
• Hydrology and Hydraulics: 94, woah this is shockingly good.
• Probability: 98, thought I did worse
• Greek and Roman art and architecture: 89, was so sure I wasn't getting above 85

Get to keep my 4.0 for another semester (y)

sirens

Finally sunny outside + trying on dresses due to packing = starting to feel like summer.

Time to get started on the reading list, should have read almost everything by Vonnegut by the end of this.

In other news, finally got flowers after an entire year of really obvious hinting.

Flowers are always a good idea.

squid

Here's all the backlogged food photos:

 CW from TL:

• Babeyaki udon from Tokyo Grill. They have the best Japanese curry ever, also their udon has the best chewy texture.
• Chef-made tofu and sichuan dumplings. Both has been featured previously, they're all I eat when I go there.
• Ham and brie quiche and beet salad from Snakes and Latte, the dinner menu there is surprisingly good. The salad is delicious.
• Chicken parm with asparagus risotto from College Q. It was one of their specials, so worth it. The place is a little pricy for everyday eating, but the food is really worth it.

Marketing transition dinner with YN at Teppan Kenta: dashimaki (must get!), okonomiyaki, and salmon natto. 

This is my preferred izakaya, even over Guu, which is too crowded and loud. This place has similar ambiance, food is delicious and well priced, and service is friendly. Downside is that it's super hard to find.

second year

And second year is over with.

For once the latter semester felt really long instead of the usual breezing by. Didn't enjoy it as much as other times even though good things definitely happened. Still recovering from feeling really tired and unsure about the future haha.


First semester was pretty good, made more friends within civ and got rank 1.
Also had an interesting course called APS301, in which the prof lectured very passionately about how to save the world (paraphrasing). The workload of this course was really heavy with readings, didn't even get that good of a mark in it, but it had a biggest impact in terms of opening my eyes. It's pretty funny how frequently an idea that was mentioned in that course makes an appearance in TED talks. Vanderburg is everywhere!

Second semester wasn't as fun.
Had this one course that was a nightmare because of the professor, will definitely go complain give constructive criticism to her face instead of here. Hopefully that goes well and kiddies who take it next year will have a better experience.

Joined YNCN, which I think is a great decision. So many amazing people there, just gotta push my self to socialize with them haha. I really like the marketing VPs, they're both skilled and offers constructive feedback.
Also decided to stick to WISE for another year. Had fun with the team during the conference (I wasted that opportunity sigh) and I feel the club has much more potential. Opted for an internal position rather than doing professional development (conflict of interest with YNCN anyways) so I can apply the insane organization of YNCN to WISE.

The most difficult part was transitioning from having good marks to something else (???)  as number one priority. First problem is that I don't know what the something else should be. Second problem is that getting good marks is so ingrained in my identity that I feel lost without it. Maybe I'll figure something out.


With half of university over with (not counting PEY), starting to worry about what to specialize in. Building science or structural? It's making me stressed more so than it should, mainly because up until now I've mostly known what's the next step. Feeling kind of like the brief period where I wasn't sure whether civil or some other branch of engineering is right.
Everything I know suggests that the choice between the two doesn't matter at all in undergrad. In fact the couple professionals in building science I've spoken to all came from a structural background. There's also not enough courses in forth year to actually specialize, either would likely require a graduate degree anyways.
Time to get comfortable with the feeling of being unsure.