first step

Most of my (superficial) miseries are self inflicted haha.
I often go oh this person is so good at this and that, and that person is great at that blah blah, but when I stop and think about, those people all have put effort into whatever they do well.
Myself? I would think long and hard about what I'm discontent with, and even come up with a plan on how to achieve them. Countless hours of thinking, planning, and whining.

I don't ever translate the thoughts into actions though.

I would always wish for second chances at things, but would I really make the most out of them? Probably not. "Nothing will work unless you do"
(yet I'm complaining about this on a blog post, mm.)

closed curve thoughts

End of long weekend, was not very productive for me.
Let the dumping of thoughts begin:

Saw a lot of olympics, Canada came close to winning a medal in so many events, but close won't do haha. At least we got gold in mogul >D Hopefully China will get gold in pairs skating (I swear, pairs look so much like paris).

edit: yeahhh. gold&silver to china harhar *u*

Was craving bread for most of the week, strange impulses I have haha. Perfect bread for me = thick crunchy crust and a dense soft center. Mmm.

Careers is gonna eat up a lot of paper plus ink.

DARN YOU TIGER MOUSE! D<

Please release Ares faster e_e"

"I think therefore I am" go go go.

Happy Valentine's Day

(via telegraph.co.uk)

Chinese new year portion comes later today (probably tmrw) ^^
foooooood.
edit: lots and lots of it.

GOLD FOR CANADA! men's mogul, yeahhh.

Ares

This manhwa is epic.


(baroona, ares, michael)

baka-updates' description

the story takes place in an era similar to that of ancient Rome in a country called Cronos. It follows a group known as the Temple Mercenaries. In particular, the manhwa is about Ares, Michael and Baroona, three young warriors with mysterious pasts and surpassing skills...

The manhwa is notable for its subtle use of anachronistic elements (Ares' shoes are similar to that of classic Adidas), as well as very dynamic and fluid action sequences.

I find it hard to express how good this is, but it's good enough that I didn't mind losing a few marks on a business test for; and I love my marks.

Reading this made me discover how I actually prefer this genre (good action&drama) much more over good romance&drama. The art is superb too, very fluid fight scenes. The style initially reminded me of TWEWY. Awesome character development, all (of the main ones) have interesting history. Unlike a lot of series, I failed to find a single character to hate, although the antagonist (in the later parts) does some pretty shitty things. The plot is a typical "hero journey", but with a twist...
my thoughts aren't flowing well. Point is this manga is good stuff.

I shall go pray to the gods of scanlators that vl 22-7 gets released soon.

smoosh. smoosh. smoosh.

Feeling particularly thoughtless today. Time to pull out some backlogged cool stuff:

via flickr

Tracked mouse pointer during a session of photoshop (not mine). Been opening ps a lot due to careers, I swear, my ink and paper are gonna die cause of that course.

"janice is cool"

Jump to the bunny lady's blog for my awesome vandalism skillz.

That was the most fun I've had in a looooooong time. Shows that it is possible to find joy in almost anything, even the things you thought you disliked. (let this be a lesson to myself)

I think I like winters a lot more now :]

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and while I wait for my mh timer, I shall ramble on. I'm fear nights when there's nothing to do, no work to be done, no book to read, battery drained ipod, etc. I start thinking when there's nothing to do. Not good productive solving world poverty thinking, but ones that makes me paranoid. I somehow manage to make myself feel so regretful (worst emotion ever. yes.) and then finally fall asleep cause I just want to shut myself up.
and then I wake up and everything's just fine.
all that feeling bad for nothing.

stasis

I woke up happy today. Today is a monday. I never wake up happy on mondays.
Why? First cause it was sunny, my mood has a direct correlation with the amount of cloud cover in the sky (those who took statistics, don't correct my wording). Second, my hair was unbelievably smooth, that never happens. Lastly, the darn remote control started working again, which is very good since I wasn't gonna sit there and manually flip from the 800s down to 24.

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then it got progressively worse. hint: cupcakes.
but that's alright. "shared joy is double the joy and shared sorrow is half the sorrow"